My First Love
‘Reason’ 100 meters away …. Heart beating Boom Boom Boom
Reason 50 meters away … Heart beating Boom Boom Boom Boom
BoomBOOM
Reason 5 meters away …… Heartbeat overdrive
Boomboomboom boomboomboom
boomboomboom
Hands shaking , voice shaking , legs shaking I Say
HI, Then she smiled and I felt like butter under her lovely sun. Forever Smitten
Forever Taken
That was how first love was for me.
FIRST TIME MEETING: EARLIEST MEMORIES
It has been so long I
can hardly recollect those times. But my earliest memories of her goes far back
as J.S.S 2 which is equivalent to being in junior high for those of you in the states, I could
remember it was lunchtime and we were all on the playground, she came around to
my side and insisted on being my playing partner for break but I refused
telling her I did rather go play the
boys, she kept pleading but I would not yield and when she tried holding on to me I pushed
her away she fell and got angry with me, something in my heart tweaked at that
moment that would set me on a Part to
loving her . I tried apologising to her but she wouldn’t hear none of it and
said I should leave her alone. I guess that was when I started the chase to win
back her approval.
FALLING IN LOVE
I think it all started from the playground incident, that
was the day the doors of my heart where unlocked for her . From her charming smile
to the lovely dimples on her cheek and the graceful way she walked, I was stuck both me and my heart for me she
was sunshine. As we moved up in class
her face became a reason to wake every day, seeing her was a motivation
for me to go to school , around her I lost my cool, my speech, I practically
became a dummy, and I didn’t care what people say , because I would go to the
ends of the earth for her . Things couldn’t get better I was in love and on top
of the world. Little did I know………..
WETCHING HEARTBREAK:
We had moved up in class now in senior high S.S.1 Precisely.
I had woken up like every normal day, happy and ready to see my love’s lovely
face again. On getting to school by the classes would start her desk was empty
, I was wondering why I thought probably she had caught
fever or something because the
week before, she had not been feeling
too well that she couldn’t go for
lunch break
*NOTE* All this while I had not professed my feelings to her
so we were just friends.
Two more days of school and still no sign of her, so I decided
to make some inquiries about her from her friends, one of which told me she had
left our school for a new school. No other way to describe it this feeling I felt
then. It was like my heart crash, I went numb, betrayed and hurt. How could she
have left without saying goodbye, the worst part was I thought I had all the
time in the world before telling her how I felt but now she’s GONE.
Thank you for reading, God bless you!
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